Tuesday, May 31, 2005

Damned food poisoning.

Don't your hate it when you parents warn you against something, and you wouldn't listen, but then you ended up suffering because of that?

So apperantly you CAN'T keep cream corn sauce on rice in a car for a day and still eat it for lunch the next day. Who would've thought? I woke up feeling sick and now, well, I'm still slightly sick. Not ahven't enough sleep doesn't help. (Upset stomach isn't helping me to sleep well either... I woke up at 4am feeling crap.)

Ah well. Lots of rest, eat well, yadda yadda.

Monday, May 30, 2005

A very strange sense of nostalgia

There are some people I rarely think about anymore. Whether it's because sometimes it was painful to remember them, or because they just bring out the hate in me everytime I think about them. But eventually, the event that was so heartbreaking becomes just distant memories, and the wound healed. I started to wonder how these people are doing, and whether I was wrong to give up a friend who was so close.

It's always things that are lost which trigger more emotion. I'm okay with all of my ex besides one, and it's that one that I still sometiems wonder how he's doing. I'm not too sure if I am still worried about him as a friend to be honest. Which I thought was odd coz I haven't even seen him for, well, too long. Although maybe it's because I know how all my other ex are doing... maybe I'm just a caring person. :P (Or maybe I just like to rub it in)

But hey, maybe at the end of the day I just want them to know I've ended up with someone a lot better. :P

Friday, May 27, 2005

Lazy Friday Rocks

After going into work yesterday: I have officially nothing to do until next Tuesday when I get nice data ot play with. Yay! DOn't knwo what I'd do today. Possibly just starting a bit of my proposal.

Anyway, watching Star Wars Ep III tonight. Depending on how outraged I am I might update my blog tomorrow for a review. :P

Right now: I'm just gonna sit back to do nothing. :P

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

Caffeine overdose

Yesterday was tragic. I had 4.5 hr of sleep before hand and after lunch (also after my can of V in the morning) we decided to super concentrated coffee... Not only did that wake me up, it also upset my stomach like hell and I had an upset stomach for most of the day. o_O

Today: I'm still really tired. At elast I got around 8 hr of sleep last ngiht though, but it realyl does drain you when you are tired to start with and then pump caffeine into your vein to start up.

*sigh*. Looks like a not so productive day for today. :P

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

Freakish day

It's a freakish sort of day. First traffic was ridiculous. It must be moron driver's day because the road was full of them. Weather was freakish too but, well, it's expected really. It's Auckland afterall.

I've had 5 sushis for lunch today. That's like a good day :P Sometimes I just ahve 4 and be done with it. I might even go get snacks later. :P

Most freakish of all I"m actually working AND motivated. Something really isn't right. :P

Monday, May 23, 2005

The familiar sense of unmotivation

SO... research is up to the point where I truely don't know what I can do. I guess I can go and chop up signal to be processed later again. Other than that I'm just, hmm, stuck and tired of my work.

Anyway, recently I've been quite distracted I guess. Probably because I've been going nothing but work on my thesis for quite a while, and I still have a few canvas sitting on the floor, not to mention now we're thinking of moving out sooner than we thought I'm kinda looking forward to doing up the place, it's kinda one of my very many obsession.

Ah well, before that: gotta get this first year report thingy sorted...

Friday, May 20, 2005

Early bird gets the worm...

And if you go to the cafe early you get the best looking beef sandwich with tomata and no pickle. :P

In a slightly better mood today, probably because Petey said we might move out sooner than we thought. It's still a dream at the moment but it's still sorta like seeing the light a the end of the tunnel. Yay :)

Anyway, working isn't going too bad. Sitll summarising medical journals and it's almost putting me to sleep. But it's getting there. After this I think for next weke I can code again. Just need this to be sorted first.

Anyway, back to my lunch time browsing and other assorted time wasting activities. :P